The quiet, cracked and gray road stretches out before me, its
yellow and white lines merely mesmerizing blurs as I move ahead. The trees
extend their long arms over me as I pass below, strewing leaves gently dipped
in the gold, red and bronze hues of fall. Fields full of crops waiting to be
harvested are all around me, as well as houses decorated with pumpkins, hay
bales and Indian corn. For years, in fact for most of my life, driving this
particular road has been a refuge for me. As a child, I spent countless hours
riding down it, playing with dolls and daydreaming as I stared out at the
stars. I would ride in the back of my dad’s old truck at the end of the day and
admire the beautiful sunset painted across the sky. I’ve driven this road on
the way to the very best times, such as Christmas with family, and Sunday
afternoon catfish dinners with never-ending glasses of sweet tea. But I’ve also
had to make mundane trips to pay bills and get groceries, and had to make the
hard trek to say goodbye to a precious loved one for the last time.
My mind goes many places as I drive this road. It’s a place of fond memories
and of heartbreak. It’s a place for me to find peace, and more often than not,
inspiration. I am nearly always motivated to write when I’ve been down that
road, and it is a precious place to find some alone time with the Lord.
However, as I drove down the road a few days ago, instead of
inspiration I began to rehash past mistakes I’ve made. And in that moment, the
Lord reminded me how important it is for me to renew my mind. It is vital for
ALL of us to renew our minds, not once a year, or every six months…but daily. I immediately got my thought
process straight and began to set my heart on things above, on who the Lord has
called me to be, as well as all the things He has done in my life and wants to
do! What an inspiring and renewing moment it is when you realize that in spite
of where you have been, the God who created the universe will restore you! I am
so thankful that He has redeemed me. I am able to live an abundant life in Him
because He has restored me. I cling to this word from Philippians 3:12-14:
“Not
that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I
press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers,
I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do:
Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward
the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ
Jesus.”
We have to make a choice to leave the past in the past. We
have to choose to move forward in Christ. We have to choose to renew our mind
daily. WE HAVE TO CHOOSE. Each day we have so many choices
to make. It is up to us whether we will choose to beat ourselves up over our
mistakes, whether we will live discouraged because things may not always turn
out the way we had planned, or whether
we will accept the joy unspeakable and full of glory that only comes from
trusting in and walking with our Savior. When we renew our mind He reminds us
who we are in Him, and He reminds us of Jeremiah 29:11…”’For I know the plans I
have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future.’”
God has given all of us places of peace and inspiration,
places where we find His truth and hear His voice. We must not let the enemy
steal that from us by allowing him to have control of our mind. We have been
redeemed, bought with such a precious price, and the cost was much too high for
us to not renew our mind and allow Him to light up all of our dark places. The time
of renewing is now. What will you choose?
I love reading your posts! You always piece words together so beautifully:) Love you!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Kassie! Love you!
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